well u just have to endure this entry...bcause this is supposely an ANGRY entry from me...
I decided to write down in here...just ...because...i cannot sleep last night thinking of this...ya true...not until 5am...or slightly over 5am....
I decided to write down in here...just ...because...i cannot sleep last night thinking of this...ya true...not until 5am...or slightly over 5am....
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a few years ago...like way way before I finished my highschool...There was this guy/boy...no...im nt telling his name...to put his name in my blog is an honour to him...well...who wants to give him credit when he doenst deserve it...nanti dia ckp...
"got someone talk abt me lehh..."
no he dun deserve that...whether its abt a good thing or bad thing...he should be ignoreeeed instead...he was one of the toxic ppl that crossed my life...and i will never forget this...no matter how small his ksalahan was towards me...
that day...when the teacher passed the biology paper to us...i got a quite OK marks...actually compared to the others my marks was quite good nt excellent of course...but u have to remember....almost all of the students got 20marks below...or was it 10marks? school just started, so the only excuse for that was...maybe they didnt prepared for the exam...
U see he never realllyyy talk to me...neither did i care...because at that time...i have a lot of friends whom i could talk to....Chinese Indian Bumiputra...alll....
of alll the time, he chose that particular day to talk to me....he saw my marks...
"wahhh!! tiruhh kaa....", with his chinese accent .
Lyk WHAT THE HELL!!! steadyyyyyyy sj dia ckp...he just de-motivate me.....I was SOOOOO DAMNNNN ANGRYYYY.....like i can kick him out of this planet earth if only he said another word....i succeed in behaving myself....
Somehow i cannot take any negative criticism that time...if that happens today...i will definitely crush his self-confidence and self-esteem...until he got none....but what can a girl do right...the only thing that i can do that time is to ignore whatever thing he said...and tried my best to delete that critic from my head....I still have fragile self-esteem and fragile self-confidence...
My imagination just ran wild last night....*i want to punch his left eye, and pinch both his nipples and kick his crouch with all the energy i have...and kick him some more....until he reach planet MARS with his 9 marks paper....owhhh pooorrrr XXX...*
And recently, heard about him and his CN-friends-ony-w-d-exception-of-non-CN-models...he claimed himself to "only dates models"....like HA!!HA!!HA!!*sarcastically*...why ohhh???? ...this must be the "beauty and the skinny-beast" case...he's soo skinnyyy....and very tall...and sooooo-nottt-cuteee.....i tell u...he's not cute...like...u dont want to walk the same path he walks...
sad girll...she shud be thankful for a great career like modelling....at least she can offer all her time to her career instead of listening to his negative remarks....
*sigh*
enough for today...i think i started to become that bitter lady already....and i hate it...
until then people...
U see he never realllyyy talk to me...neither did i care...because at that time...i have a lot of friends whom i could talk to....Chinese Indian Bumiputra...alll....
of alll the time, he chose that particular day to talk to me....he saw my marks...
"wahhh!! tiruhh kaa....", with his chinese accent .
Lyk WHAT THE HELL!!! steadyyyyyyy sj dia ckp...he just de-motivate me.....I was SOOOOO DAMNNNN ANGRYYYY.....like i can kick him out of this planet earth if only he said another word....i succeed in behaving myself....
Somehow i cannot take any negative criticism that time...if that happens today...i will definitely crush his self-confidence and self-esteem...until he got none....but what can a girl do right...the only thing that i can do that time is to ignore whatever thing he said...and tried my best to delete that critic from my head....I still have fragile self-esteem and fragile self-confidence...
My imagination just ran wild last night....*i want to punch his left eye, and pinch both his nipples and kick his crouch with all the energy i have...and kick him some more....until he reach planet MARS with his 9 marks paper....owhhh pooorrrr XXX...*
And recently, heard about him and his CN-friends-ony-w-d-exception-of-non-CN-models...he claimed himself to "only dates models"....like HA!!HA!!HA!!*sarcastically*...why ohhh???? ...this must be the "beauty and the skinny-beast" case...he's soo skinnyyy....and very tall...and sooooo-nottt-cuteee.....i tell u...he's not cute...like...u dont want to walk the same path he walks...
sad girll...she shud be thankful for a great career like modelling....at least she can offer all her time to her career instead of listening to his negative remarks....
*sigh*
enough for today...i think i started to become that bitter lady already....and i hate it...
until then people...
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