near to you...a fine frenzy

he and I had something beautiful|but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last|I loved him so but I let him go|'cause I knew he'd never love me back|such pain as this|shouldn't have to be experienced|I'm still reeling from the loss, |still a little bit delirious|near to you, I am healing|but it's taking so long|'cause though he's gone |and you are wonderful|it's hard to move on|yet, I'm better near to you.|you and I have something different|and I'm enjoying it cautiously|I'm battle scarred,|but I am working oh so hard|to get back to who I used to be....|

he's disappearing, fading steadily|well, I'm so close to being yours, |won't you stay with me, please|near to you, I am healing|but it's taking so long|'cause though he's gone|and you are wonderful|it's hard to move on|yet, I'm better near to you|I only know that |I am better where you are|I only know that |I am better where you are|I only know that I belong |where you are|near to you, I am healing|but it's taking so long|'cause though he's gone|and you are wonderful|it's hard to move on|yet, I'm better near to you|

p.s.Somehow, this song remind me of bella and jacob...=)