U r indeed a beautiful disaster to me

He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as damned as he seems

And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him

My whole world would cave in

It just ain't right

It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

He's such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth

As strong as what I believe

A tragedy with

More damage than a soul should see

And do I try to change him?

So hard not to blame him

Hold on tight

Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm searching for some kind of miracle

Waited so long

waited so long

He's soft to the touch

But frayed at the end he breaks

He's never enough

And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

Ps. And I am truly hurted and dissappointed.

Time for Miracles

♥It's late at night and I can't sleep
♥Missing you just runs too deep
♥Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile


Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
♥Oh God I wish I could make you see
♥Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
♥So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
♥Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
♥Cuz I ain't giving up on love
♥No I ain't giving up on us

♥I just wanna be with you
♥Cuz living is so hard to do
♥When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
♥This aching heart ain't broken yet
♥Oh God I wish I could make you see
♥Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
♥So nothing can stop me from trying

♥Baby you know that
♥Maybe it's time for miracles
♥Cuz I ain't giving up on love
♥You know that
♥Maybe it's time for miracles
♥Cuz I ain't giving up on love
♥No I ain't giving up on us

♥Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
♥So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that

Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

♥You know I ain't giving up on us
♥You know I ain't giving up on
♥Oh I ain't giving up on us

AI8: Top 13

Yesterday the concert was quite impressive...all contestants was required to sing MJ song.... and Adam L....whom nailed it once again...succeed in making me more deeply madly in love...who cares with all the rumours...i love him anyway... though Simon Cowell said Megan hd made a silly choice for choosing that song ,i still think that she entertained me...and i like her... and Matt...i like him too...but i hate the fact that ppl compare him with JT, i think he should try his best not to be like JT... and Alison I...quite boring today...so no comment... the last contestant, Alexis G...

quite impressive...i like her style...hehe...dun be surprise if i wear dress as short as that...haha...i will try one day...and fulfil one of my ny resolution, 'fashion victim'...and of course i like her voice...and i dont think she oversang the song... So If im a American, i'll probably AIVOUT - Jorge and Anoop.....I have no idea y they are still in...they are quite entertaining...but maybe this week is not their week... And for now..my fav....adam, megan, alexis, matt, alison, gokey....*subject to change* =b

the rest....no comment....

AI: 2nd Group of Top 36

This AI season 8...

Besides Adam Lambert...the one that i talked about on my previous post....am rooting on him...until the end..

I also find myself putting Alison... into my list of favorite AI8 contestant...

Like one of the judges said...she's got natural raw talent...or is it raw natural talent? neway x mind my grammar...hang kang onee...

She will definitely stay until top 5...ya...except if she do smtg that America dislike...

i hope she stay humble...and show a little bit of her personality...and not being timid...and not forgetting to keep on showing America her ability in singing....because i really want her to compete against Lambert and Gokey and who knows who the others may be..

U GO GIRLL...DO YOUR BEST...!!

Kris Allen was the third person besides Adam L and Alison..
i cant even remember him...maybe its just the beginning...maybe i will learn to love him...he's quite a cutey....=b ...lets W&S...

they must be a reason why america vote for him and not Megan or the rest...he must be smtg...

so Kai Kalama chose the wrong song...u better start praying, hoping that the judges will pick you for the last 3 person...and start practise and search for the right song for u to sing for the next round...no more kara-oke song i hope...fail? then there's always next year...

I think Im in loveee...

I know...i fell in love easily...not like i plan to love him...it came naturally...
like sunshine is for trees and flower..and they depend so much on sunshine to go on living...how can i live without him when i cannot have him...

i know...am not suppose to love him...but how can i resist him...i tried, i failed...



Want to know who??? haha...
thats my secret to keep....ok la i give you the clue....not like you will guess it right anyway...




haha He's got that 'badboy' looks... looks a bit like...

MCR Vocalist ~ Gerard Way,

30 second to mars vocalist ~ Jared Leto, oooo...

one of FOB member...guess la ..i hv x idea whats his name....

+plus great personality...

if u dont like him its okay ...i love himm.. he is like all three above in one package...or maybe its the hair....i dont know...

one thing FOR SURE he's so damn HOT....like fawking damn hot...


maybe i shud just tell u...
u all ready ???








he is my....


ehem ehem....




he is ..... my adam... yaa...that adam lambert....

sitt...im in L.O.V.E.

american idol season 8

Joanna Pacitti was disqualified from the top 36...
sad for her...she's quite a great singer too...maybe one of my favorite...
and she is one of the contestant that i could say with X FACTOR...
with great voice and goodlooking gal...and a great attitude...
hmm..maybe a.i. is not for her...but i believe she can do it...even w/out a.i....
she's got the package...

who replace her??

Felicia Barton will replace her, and will be joining the top 36...
and i say she's quite good...judging from this video...

...let us listen...



she's one lucky girl....no one gets opportunity like that
i thought frankie is the one who will be picked...but the judges knows better...
and i think i like her voice too..